thoughts in my head.

here's what i have to say about the last 2-3 days.
and i don't expect you to understand any of it, haha.

-received a text message tuesday morning. my reaction?
 sitting on my bed, saying, "woah... WOAH! WOAH WOAH WOAAAHHH!!!"

-not being able to tell your best friend something,
 and having your other best friend unreachable to talk to
 is SOOOOOO HARD. and very frustrating.

-2 days is NOT enough time to make a huge decision.
 but it's possible.

-i hope when i get married my husband never
 has a traumatic accident and forgets me.
 and i hope i never forget him either.
 thank you "the vow".

-musical movie night with fez, rocks.
 MAMA MIA!!!

-woke up at 7am on thursday morning.
 Yes, that's early for me.
 didn't feel so great,
 however, after getting out of the "i just woke up" tired phase
 it's nice to be up that early.
 i'll probably regret saying that.

-i have had most every emotion known to the human race
 in the last 2 days.
 it's exhausting.

-my family is the best.
 my mom always knows just what to say.

-suddenly my friday nights have become completely occupied.
 SYNERGY.
 6 hour rehearsal. every friday.
 plus extra time for me. i've got a lot of catching up to do!
 but i'm not complaining!
 I CAN DO HARD THINGS!
 I'M READY!

-constantly being asked "are you thinkin...what i'm thinkin?"
 hahahahahaha.
 being with preschoolers makes me so happy.
 i can't wait to make my career out of it!

-annie and i get to add "go to Ecuador" to our summer to do list!!

-the way annie gets excited and happy for me
 is the best! she has the best reactions. I'm so glad i live with her.

-going to class and purely doing preschool art activities the whole time
 sure makes me miss being a little kid.

-i love it when trent says:
 that was way rude!

-i rarely believe in coincidences. EVERYTHING happens for a reason.
 even the little things that seem irrelevant.
 and it BLOWS MY MIND!

-My Father in Heaven is my Father. He knows me better than anyone.
 Better than I know myself.
 He is aware of my feelings.
 He is aware of my sorrows.
 He is aware of my joys.
 He is aware of my struggles.
 He is aware of my hearts desires.
 He hears and speaks to me, individually.
 He loves me so much.
 So so so much!
 He never ceases to amaze me with his ways.
 This gospel is beautiful.
 And to be honest, this gospel is COOL.
 IT'S SO COOL!
 IT'S LIKE WAY AWESOME!
 I CAN'T GET OVER IT!