brain litter

I have all the motivation in the world on Sundays... but for some reason it hardly ever carries over to even Monday. That's a problem.
Sometimes the 5-year old I nanny has an attitude. It frustrates me bad. I have to remember he is only 5. And I really just love the kid.
I know all of you are happy we have gotten a "real" fall this season (I always feel like we have a real fall) but it hit 60 degrees this week and to be honest it's just not cold enough for my liking in November.. where's the snow?
Christmas music all season long has started on FM 100. Finally. Though the cold and snow would make it feel a little more festive.
Speaking of festive, wearing festive clothes is my favorite thing. I really need to find a shirt/vest/sweater or really any piece of clothing to cover every holiday. I'm covered for the 4th of July, Halloween, and Christmas. I'm missing out on so many holidays! Ah!
I have a problem. I stalk photographers on instagram. Like.. all day long. Half the time I feel inspired by it and half the time I feel like I will never be as good as them...
Will I ever be satisfied with how long my hair is? I just want it to be long. So long.
I'm way good at eating healthy these days. And then I have one piece of candy and it turns into 10 pieces of candy.... and some spoonfuls of cookie dough. Sweet tooth it is.
I've far outgrown my pink bedroom and I only dream of a new room and how I would decorate.
I've been getting these overwhelming feelings of love this last week. I just love so many people and I feel the love from so many people. That is happiness.
I want to read. I need to read Catching Fire before I see the movie. But after that I want to read, but I'm just not sure what.
I miss Chance all the time. Then I am with him and all is right in the world. And then an hour later I am missing him again, even though I'm going to be with him for the next few hours. I dread those goodbyes.
I miss dancing.