Thursday, January 12, 2012

hard

trying the find the positive in everyday
is hard sometimes.
even when you know positive is there,
and it actually is pretty plain to see,
it can be hard to feel positive about it at the end of the day.

because really,
as i look back,
a lot of good happened to me today:
i made a new friend in english. really nice kid!
i made a new friend in my education class-really good to have
austin picked me up when i was stranded at school, and we went to chiles to celebrate his bonus
i watched a movie with addison and mckay complete with popcorn and IBC rootbeer!

but some how,
at the end of the day,
i'm not feeling good about anything.

i know my posts are usually quite positive and happy
and i've been told that people like it because of that.
but my reason for this post is not to drag you down
about the things that make me sad and feel bad in life.

i'm just here to say,
that i am human too.
i have bad days.
my life is not perfect,
no where near it.

however this doesn't mean i dont think
that you choose your attitude.
because i really think, when it comes down to it, you do.
so today was especially hard for me to have a great attitude..

i can just pray that tomorrow will be better.
i will handle tomorrow better...

that's more realistic.

thank you, and goodnight.





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